Being a Lady at 21st.

yday [sat] i was too lazy to go out edi.. haha mayb went out too much last few days.. so i get very tired.. and rather stay at home and watch drama.. haha but when i watch until very sien.. i called my ex-boy and ask whether can i go take things from him that time.. and he say ok.. so i go lor.. purposely go his working place and take things from him.. but i did bring my doggie spiky along lar.. hehe can accompany me mar.. somemore can let my ex-boy see see his son [spiky] ma hehe..

so we got talk a while in my car.. and play wif spiky.. both of us talking quite happy lor.. hehe and he laugh on my hair..!! then i cubit him =p but i knew he know that i do this also got coz of him lor.. hehe coz he last time alwayz ask me go make curl and try haha.. now i did.. but he is not my boy anymore.. sob.. hmm.. at last.. i got ask him about me n him.. coz actually we didnt really sit down and say clearly.. so i wan to know something from him.. but we didnt manage to talk much also.. and he went back to work =)

so i drive home myself wif spiky besides me lor.. spiky really cheers me up so much haha.. he is damn cute.. standing on the sit and looking outside the window.. so funny.. so when i reached home.. i called my ex-boy again and ask for a talk on today.. but on the phone.. he told me many things.. hmm so as he dunno how to talk.. so we didnt meet up today also.. after yday the phone.. we settled alot doubts and other prob.. so i very sure that.. the only prob [for now] is he wants to work hard for his career.. and he ask me to giv him time.. so from yday onwards.. i tell myself not to find him alwayz.. coz i know he need a break alone.. but anyway, im still ok ^^

alright, today [sunday].. i went to church early in the morning.. and then go back home and take a nap.. at evening, i went out wif my parents lor.. shopping ah.. bought a very nice dvd player.. and also something for me lor [i ask for de] haha.. and then we go take our dinner lor.. gosh, so full.. i alwayz tell myself not to eat until 100% full.. but i still did.. sob sob.. =.="

aiks, i juz get a bad news from a net fren.. she said one of our net fren, chin marwick, juz passed away last monday.. his name is so familiar for me.. and then i rmb.. is him.. i knew him many years ago.. and we chated b4.. we joke.. he is nice to joke wif.. somemore asked me out for a drink b4.. but i nvr get to go out wif him.. but so sudden.. he juz left us coz of his illness.. and i nvr know that he got that serious illness.. hmm.. it really make my mood down ler.. but i'll really pray for him, for God plz bless his soul and may let him rest in peace..

sincerely..