i feeling much better now ^^

hehe me again..!! bluek.. today after church.. i fetch jeannie back.. she is my churchmate.. hehe then we got talk about my break up wif my ex.. and she cry before me =.=" haha she so cute la.. very easy get impressed by me.. haha then ya lar.. i got cry.. not much la.. she cry more la duh haha

then i go sleep when back home lor.. so tired..!! mayb used to sleep many hours in one day edi haha.. holiday virus.. lol.. tmr.. eh no.. is later.. 8am is my first class >< sob.. i know i shud be sleeping edi haha.. so juz now i wake up around 7pm.. then go take dinner then watch tv.. lol really like pig lar.. haha then suddenly i heard a very familiar ring tone..!! is caller ring tone of my ex boy.. ouch..!! he called me..!! haha i so happy then run to my room and talk to him on phone lor..

so actually he had a bad day today.. have a very big arguement wif his mom.. also facing the first failure for his business.. i know it is hurt.. so i quietly listen everything he said lor.. actually i felt so happy cause he still share his sadness wif me.. he still will think of me when he need someone.. he talk alot alot lor.. then suddenly he ask about wat ashley said about our break up.. actually ashley is my coursemate.. who keep helping me n him in our relationship.. really thanks her very much hehe.. then talk talk talk.. suddenly talk bout our feeling.. i told him all my feeling.. i told him i still miss him.. but dun worry.. i still accept.. but when i do anything or go anywhere.. i sure saw his shadow in everywhere.. because mayb me n him had walk through many in our relationship.. then he also said he felt that too.. and he actually still missing me.. but we have to be strong.. and he keep asked me to give him time.. and say sorry for wat he did this time.. its prove that.. he still can't put me down.. i know that..

and he also tell me that.. he know he can giv me a very gud life in the future.. and he will come back to me and we will walk together for the rests of our life.. hehe funny huh? mayb ppl will say this is juz "sweet words" .. but then i really feel better.. cause im right..!! cause i alwayz blive we still loving each other.. and this prove me right.. =)

so i tell him dun worry.. i will be strong.. im melody ma hehe.. so no matter how hard.. i will still walk .. although we broke up.. but we will alwayz stay beside each other and support each other ^^ so im telling myself.. stop emo..!! mel..!! haha something muz see wider.. okie lar.. i go sleep oh.. nite nitez ^^ thanks God..!