Friday, 25 January 2008

a happy beginning or ending?

hmm.. now is around 11:30am.. later going to watch movie wif frens ^^

on wed nite,

i suddenly feel very moody and miss him.. so i called him.. he is in his fren's house for burfday party.. but then he still talk wif me.. im appreciate it.. he sacrifies whole nite for his fren and juz oni talk to me for the whole nite.. so we talked about our past.. our decision of breaking up.. anyway, it is long story.. there have tears and smiles in the conversation.. but it ends wif laugh ^^ so through the talk on the phone, we had fully settled about our relationship.. we already broke up.. and dun put any hope on the relationship.. it will juz hurting ourselve.. so we be back very good fren and im so happy coz we can talk so well now.. he treat me good too ^^
so now, wat happen in the future.. thats not our rights to control.. juz depends.. if really fated.. we will come together again ^^

on thus,

i slept very late coz of talking in phone wif him.. but then i woke up around 6 something.. coz 8am got class.. haha thinking of not going to class.. but then i still.. force myself to go..!! haha so after class.. ash and wan xin stay back and have a chit chat wif me lor.. haha so nice.. so at nite, i brought patrick [my fren juz back from overseas] go nite market lor.. so pai seh i didnt bring money that nite.. and he treats me everything haha.. he is my very good fren lar.. can share wif him alot ^^

so after nite market, i went back home.. soon, i received a call from dk.. and he is outside my house giving me something.. so i hug spiky together and go outside my house lor.. we sit in his car and talk talk talk lor.. haha very fun leh.. im so happy.. so we share alot things that time, he share wif me about his work, family, frens and everything.. and me too lor.. so we all know everything about each other ^^ hehe spiky too very happy lor.. get to see his daddy =p so after that, my parents come back.. also saw me sitting on his car and talk.. but then i tell myself i shud let them know i got this fren.. so i open the window of his car and tell my mom later only i come in house.. i talk wif my fren first.. so my mom also didnt do any respond.. no scolding also.. so i quite happy.. and i know i shud do that.. and i know.. my ex-boy is so happy for that too ^^ i tell myself, i duwan scare my mom edi.. i shud started to something to get more freedom.. haha

anyway, have to prepare for movie later edi.. so thats all i juz wan to say.. i feel so happy.. everything settle.. me and my family's relationship also very good nowadays.. mayb i keep accompany them these day lor ^^ thanks God.. so, i think, this is a very happy beggining for me to get a new life ^^

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