hmm.. now is about 8pm.. yday is our anniversary n he promise to celebrate wif me.. but suddenly he got something to do wif his job.. so he say sry n say he will accompany me tonight.. i didnt feel any disappointed.. i still feel that sweet.. coz he understand how i feel n cheer me up..
so today he told me will come n fetch me around 7 something.. but until 7:30pm.. he still havent call me yet.. i call him many time but no one pick up.. as usual.. i guess.. he fall asleep after work.. i know he alwayz very tired for his work.. i understand.. but he promise to accompany me.. somemore is replacement for anniversary.. haih.. but why i feel that he rather go to sleep now..i did ask him izzit duwan go out.. he said.. he promise me edi.. so he'll come.. but i feel that he is not really willing to.. haih.. this is not the first time.. n not the second time.. everytime i went out wif him.. i juz wan happiness wif him.. enjoy our sweet moment.. but if i know he is unwilling but is force by me.. how will i feel?
why he wont understand le.. im not angry him.. im juz upset.. i wish he will understand my feeling one day.. why i didnt talk to him bout this? coz i know he can't accept it.. i muz put it aside again.. n see.. wat will we feel later when he came.....
to be continue...
yeah, i came back from ikea.. walking around wif him.. i can feel his mood is not really gud.. because he is very very tired.. then i juz keep quiet.. who noes.. i fall sleep haha.. coz i juz ate some medicine.. i suffering running nose now ><
times goes.. his mood getting better.. we getting much things to talk.. then we go see furniture in ikea.. think bout our future house.. haha izzit like fairy tales? but it really feels gud.. feeling getting better n better.. n he start to joke.. n we ate something at ikea restaurant.. n then he start to bully me.. play a fool wif me.. ><
we went to toilet.. when i come out from toilet.. i wasnt know he was behind me.. he juz watch me go further n further to look for him.. >< him ="">
when we goes to the parking lot to pick up the car.. at the escalator, we keep "kucit" each other.. [pai seh] but i really very kek..!! then when i saw the auto pay machine.. i go in front n see.. suddenly he disappear again..!! when i turn back.. he walk another way..!! damn it.. fool me again.. then i go smack him again hahaha then he say.. i "dut dut" so stupid.. then laugh at me ah.. only i know i walk to the wrong way ><
he keep laugh laugh laugh.. sot edi.. dunno wat so funny.. then i say.. VERY NICE TO BULLY HORRR.. then he say YA WOR.. then i ask him why so like to bully me in the public, i so pai seh ah.. then he say.. got pai seh meh.. ppl so jealous u, u also dunno.. ><>
by the way, really thx God lor.. we have a happy outing.. no arguement.. no sad.. no disappointed.. arhh.. i wish alwayz no arguement wif him ^^ pray to God take off his bad tempered.. =p
alright ah.. have to stop here edi.. gud nite..
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