sickness in me

im full wif sickness and pain-ness!!!!! GOD plz help me! stop my pain.. stop my sick.. take off my sickness..!!!!!!! frenssss... plz pray for me.. i really need a healthy body to prepare my final exam.. plz plz.. if not, kill me bah.. sob sob..

frusfrating, annoying.. cannot sit cannot stand.. cannot sleep well for few nites..
angry.. sad.. cry.. emotional me.. moody me..

SOB

pissed off vs appreciation

omg!!! oh shit damn.. wat a bloody fellow really pissed me off.. supposingly i can be patient on this kind of persons.. treat as my frens.. but he really disappoint me..

nowadays i knew alot of frens.. new frens.. or getting back wif old frens.. getting more time wif my frens.. getting more close.. i enjoyed.. we enjoyed.. we love in.. at first.. i tot everyone is really sincere to be my fren.. but now i really cannot tahan edi.. sum of them r so fcuk off.. they even dunno wat they are who they are.. but the finger alwayz pointing to others.. i hav no patient to say this story out.. but it really once again prove me that.. they r ppl who come to me because of my appearance.. i dun nid this kind of frens man.. i tot i can accept all kind of frens.. becoz i really love to makes frens.. omg.. now they make me thinks that there is alwayz a boundary.. dun blame me for that.. juz blame this world got this kind of ppl..

but luckily.. there is some frens that r really sincere being frens together.. we share alot we laugh we cry.. i love it.. thanks fren.. without u all.. i dunno how could i survive after all this.. u all really made my day!

here to say all my coursemate.. especially georyn, ashley n wan xin.. my ji mui in college.. we shared alot n talked alot.. i really love them much.. so touched.. they really care me alot..

and my best fren.. isabella.. she is here whenever i need her.. she could spare her many times to accompany me n support me.. thanks isa!
and lou yao wey yew.. at my very first hard period.. is him who accompany for few days! thanks!

and my other frens... i love u all!! especially to eric.. jun hong [ wont be ash's bf =p ].. blury.. martin [dk].. my pet bro.. my churchmate..!! thanks to all!!

i really had a hard period last days.. but u all filled my times.. brought me up.. support me.. cheers me up.. i love u all!! muaxx mel will alwayz appreciate it!

i really enjoyed my days so much.. as i edi improved myself alot.. i love myself more n more.. dun worry frens.. XD

oh ya lastly.. my family.. thanks daddy mummy n my dearest brother.. he so sayang me edi XD

hmm these day.. i m quite busy wif fren's burfday.. exams.. classes.. stresses... haha anyway.. pray for me plz.. so i can goes smoothly in everything.. my life was wonderful but juz lack of money nowadays LOL i will blog more next time ^^ trying to get back my habit haha..

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i should update bloggie edi ^^

arlo.. everyone.. im very gud here ^^ worrying bout my studies.. something.. like that lar.. but everyday also filled wif happy =p nice leh hahaha

so happy..my fren still rmb me.. still will remind me to update my blog haha.. okie.. hmm.. these day.. im quite busy.. coz of practising table tennis for competition this sat.. then hang outs wif fren.. take dinner wif frens.. this week is very wonderful weeks.. so fullfilled.. haha.. not oni coz of that.. also coz of a person who stay wif me alwayz.. n didnt leave me alone when i was so bored.. laugh wif me.. sad wif me.. talk wif me.. crazy wif me.. bin tai wif me.. hahaha these day oni slept average 4 hours a day.. becoz of him =.=" hahaha

these day i went back home quite late.. coz of table tennis practise n took dinner wif frens.. stay at college for fun also haha.. so mou liu rite =p very happy that.. these days i knew alot of new frens in college.. they r so frenly.. even as crazy as me.. we talk alot.. n crazy alot.. juz like secondary school that time.. haha miss it alot.. i felt that im so fullfilled these days.. mayb coz of his influence? haha coz he alwayz a busy guy.. i think i can find no one busier than him =.=" haha

i dunno why i will write about him edi lar.. hmm.. i felt happy to know him.. he influence me alot.. mostly in gud ways.. n i didnt expect that he also can be as crazy as i did lol.. but he easily get emo haha but i noe i can cheer him up =p suddenly abittttt proud of myself hahaha he is not a simple person.. but yet still nice ^^

very tired liau.. i continue tmr okie ^^

8th march
saturday,

suddenly i get a call.. is from isa.. she said she is driving to my house!!!!

haha im so excited coz she never drive me b4.. also first time heard her say she driving alone!!!

then we went out together.. she driving her sis's myvi.. we went to mid valley.. n there.. we also meet up our fren, ivan.. and also isa's fren ah fai.. haha we went kim gary yam cha wif ah fai.. this guy ah fai really damn funny.. at first not that familiar wif him.. both quite pai seh. but very soon we got many things to talk wif haha

sunday,

ah fai called isa n ask us out again.. waaa i so surprised.. tot wat he so free.. really come n fetch us go pyramid.. n mid valley again.. gosh.. im damn tired.. but nvm lar.. new fren ma.. im ok de haha anyway, is nice to know him... coz we hav many things in common to talk haha..

yesterday,

monday, 10th march,

isa called me n said she very boring n wanted to go out.. waa im so tired these day.. never really rest.. keep going out.. then at last we decided go to the eye of msia n have a ride.. coz didnt went there b4.. so i ask leslie, wei luck, evard together.. we 5 crazy fren go have a ride there =p it was quite boring if u went alone or wif someone u not really close.. but it was damn interesting coz i went wif 4 of my crazy fren!! haha.. we decided not to disturb wey yew coz i noe he is having his exam this week.. haha but lou yao, we will go together there again ok =p

5 of us!!
this is when we riding.. very high ah .. at first quite scary de..but used to it edi haha

3 big big guy =p actually is 2 oni.. can u spot the 2? hahahaha

me and wei luck ^^

me n wen jun (evard) ^^

this is when the show is begin.. hmm how to say leh.. the show is showing on the lake water.. haha u will understand i noe.. lol sry for my poor description..

so after the trip there.. we went setapak there n hav a drink.. we went to a place that we hav to take out our shoe.. n go in sit down on the floor n drink haha.. quite nice environment.. hmm got piano n guitar n alot cards game there.. we play uno card game.. n i play the piano also haha.. pai seh.. anyway, is really happy that nite ^^

half day trip @ inti, nilai

5th march,

today hav something weird happened.. but at last it is all overcome.. so after that incidents.. isa suggest that we went to inti nilai n pay a visit of our fren n also c the model searching contest[final] held there.. so i juz drive n pick up isa.. then we hit to inti..

when we arrive there, we went to our fren's hostel.. haha i really first time went there.. giv me a syok.. i wasnt noe there is like a small city.. i tot is juz a very normal campus over there.. but anyway, isa bring me n look around whole inti lor.. haha then really alot of shoplots there.. even many different restaurant, mamak, saloon, cybercafe.. alot.. oh gosh.. i really never expect i can see all this at there!! haha

so we went to have a drink wif frens also.. take a look on the model search contest.. waaa alot ppl queue there n waiting for entrance.. first time i feel that.. inti at nilai is look like a small city haha a private wan.. but is all youngster in that small city.. so cute haha.. they have their own life without tighthen up by their parents.. although the small city is surround by the jungle haha but it really not bad la.. especially u hav ur another half there n have ur couple sweet time there.. haha so sweet niahhhh..

so at nite.. isa said bring me a place that she went whenever she is sad.. actually is a place that is very bright but u can find no ppl there! haha.. we can play, crazy n shout watever we can there.. lol.. n at there we record few very funny n stupid video.. but i cannot show here.. coz is really stupid move we did there!! hahaha..

so after crazying at that place.. i meet up my fren, ivan there then we have a drink there lor.. me, isa n him also hav a nice chat together.. haha nice meeting anyway.. so after the meeting.. isa bring me in the hall see all those model in the contest.. waaa they really look great.. mayb they r not enuff pretty or handsome.. but their body was damn perfect!!! hahaha i goin to faint edi.. lol we juz shout like crazy.. so around 10:30pm.. we decided went back home lor.. ^^